If I get banned for this…I definitely deserve it.
Sorry…it’s not your fault I want bad things to happen to me

  • Sibbo@sopuli.xyzEnglish
    3·
    1 month ago

    Wanting bad things to happen to oneself can be a sign of emotional distress or some other underlying issue. Take care of yourself if needed!

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      1·
      1 month ago

      I think…it’s just a fetish…
      Hardly surprising with my personality…

      Thanks for the concern tho 💜

      • Lily@lemmy.zip
        English
        1·
        1 month ago

        Oh… I get it girl. Whenever I get bad mood. I do self depreciation, and wish to be harmed (and sadly more…)

        Take care, don’t give in.

      • Azura The Spellkissed@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
        0·
        1 month ago

        Well go have fun, we don’t need to kink shame. It does feel odd to have a degrading post here, but thank you for putting up content warnings 💜

        As a sincere suggestion: When you’re not horny, it’s probably smart to consider whether you want to contain this kink to the realm of fantasies only, before finding yourself in a situation irl.

        • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
          1·
          1 month ago

          It does feel odd to have a degrading post here…

          You’re right…this post was probably a mistake. I’ll probably delete it in a bit. There’s no benefit to having it here, in a safe and friendly community like this. It just ruins the mood. I’m sorry…

          As for your suggestion…
          Thank you, but this is a deeper problem than just a simple kink. I’ve talked about it here, with my bf and with my therapist, I don’t really want to bring it up again. They’re the worst kind of intrusive thoughts.

          Sorry…I’ll delete it

          • QuinnyCoded@sh.itjust.worksEnglish
            2·
            1 month ago

            nah girl you’re good :)

            I’ve posted similar, albeit non sexual, degrading posts here before. It might be worth asking a mod though if you want to be sure. They’ve always been helpful and nice in the past with me 🙂‍↕️

            as a trade I’ll give you a meme that I didn’t post because I thought it was too much for the sub at the time hehe

            • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
              2·
              1 month ago

              Thank you 🩷
              Also, yeah, this is a bit degrading, but kinda funny too 😂

              Thank youu :3

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      1·
      1 month ago

      Two things I can think of:

      1. It’s a fetish. Completely possible, with how I am.
      2. It’s caused by my crippling self-confidence issues.

      I’d say #2 is more probable.