Please deport me

Man adderall gave me psychosis that landed me in a mental hospital. I’m also a non functional adult and I’m trying to unfuck my document situation here in Hell America. I do agree that yeah; stimulants are bad especially if you are like me. Who is prone to bouts of insanity because on stims you really can’t really control your own thoughts anymore. It’s a terrifying experience and honestly it’s not that that uncommon to have ADD or ADHD and be a bit psychotic. Especially worse with the OCD that I used to have with it. But you know at least I had a super friendly dog and grandparents to take care of me and a Nintendo Switch. I got over it eventually but I never wanna go through that experience ever again. Though I do appreciate having the ability to sleep for an entire year essentially through a winter. Being in a dark room also helped a lot. It kinda feels like a fever dream when I remember it now though. I should probably go back on anti psychotics after my most recent break with stimulants. Shame I don’t have money or health insurance.

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Luckily for me caffeine gives me a seizure.

Ah yes because this is so much worse than the other bombings you did.

Like immediately trying to shock and scare Iran by bombing a girls school right off the bat.

A cat I lived with named Ninja a long hair tortie would only play with the laser when she wanted to as in when she wanted to chase the dot around.

She always knew it was me whenever I shined it and would legit look at me in bewilideriment when I pointed it or would come over to bite it out of my hand and play with the laser pointer itself.

Same goes for an orange cat I rescued named pirate.

Both cats loved taking baths as well and would legit wait for me to bathe them sometimes.

Especially pirate. Though to be honest one of the first things I did was wash him when I rescued him and Ninja was also a rescue cat.

How dare you lol.

This came free on my fucking flip phone. The hell kinda malware apps are you even installing? Don’t you know you can just use a foss app instead?

You know its funny that caffeine and nicotine and alcohol and fake sugar all cause me serious health issues.

I pray we stop putting caffeine in everything especially soda so I can enjoy it again.

But honestly; Im fine drinking my caffeine free teas and fruit drinks and water though.

Maybe I should see a doctor lol.

This is literally me.

I’ve actually been to this exact location before to visit a family member.

I’m so glad my cursed images as a child keep on making it onto the internet.

I still remember cooking chicken straight on a glass electric stove.

It actually took forever to cleanup but the chicken tasted really good.

I can feel this image and its making me cringe. Yikes I hope you feel better.

Seems like something I would do just to post a picture to my dumb friends on IRC.

Honestly my wish to a genie would be that ill be a cute cat sized dragon.

That I would also be granted the ability to shape shift as my second wish.

That I will be and I shall feel healthy regardless of whatever shape I choose as my third wish.

I’ve had this happen on a thinkpad yoga before. Honestly just keep windows on it and run an antivirus because you’ll definitely not be receiving updates for windows defender anytime soon as that is tied to windows update.

You could also be like me though eventually and hack the bios to not be absolute trash and get Linux working on it anyway.

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My cat will eventually listen to me and not do things. But when he gets annoyed or angry enough he will just do the thing anyway. Usually in his seeking for attention because he is very very clingy.

I live near a data center and cloudflare and microslop banned me for scrapping.