Imagine being the demon that Kissinger sold his soul to. You walk around in a skin suit for decades, maximizing death and suffering all over the world. Then, you get a colossal, global prize that says peace on it.
He’s not buying a drink in hell for the rest of his demon life.









I know that feeling. The key to snapping out of it is momentum. Make forward progress.
Get one small win. The easiest thing you need to do. Then go after another easy one. Gain some momentum in problem solving and take bigger things on. It’s too much all at once, but it’s doable in small steps.