So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
For times when you want to do nothing but watch youtube, learn to knit or crochet so you can feel a little better about doing something.
Plus when you have a particularly bad day, you can say, this shows I did something today worthwhile. Even if it’s a small thing, sometimes you just need that little thing.