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Thanks, it worked ❤️

9 months of working on myself, it was well worth it.

It did. After the fact I understood what I was missing, what I always wanted. It changed me. First week was great, energy through the roof. Then - ever massive depression and suicidal thoughts that I would never be able to have this again.

Uh… not sure if it only twenties. My life sucked all the way since 5th grade. I only now started to lose weight and talking to people, after years of non-socialization.

Honestly, don’t give a shit about any of life hardships but one - my libido is fucking killing me for the past 10 years. I wanna fuck like crazy and yet I’m too stupid to find a girlfriend. Seeing all my friends that have had multiple relationships, have had experience, love, sex, does a number on my self esteem. All other hardships pale in comparison to this one in my head. Even my job, as a deboner, feels way easier than having to deal with constant “god, I wanna fuck” thoughts.

At least my friend was kind enough to take my virginity lol. She’s the best.

Welp. Off to my shift, another 16 hour long day of cutting meat from bones.

“life sucks shit” I thought when I was a virgin, “life sucks shit” I think after I lost my virginity a month ago. Idk why but I feel like an old man in my 24. Certainly not getting any hotter.

Tyvm! I got chainmail apron and a glove, it’s all fine 😁😁

You gotta be kidding me bahahah. Got a job as a deboner at an MPP, just finished training with a honing rod and see this

I needed to read this exactly right now.

2026 is gonna be my year. Whatever it takes to chase my dream.

Can I have that solution, please? That’d be great

Same. I was shamed by 15 year olds in my first grade of college. Still same, 8 years after. Fuck this life.

It beats faster during excitement. “heart go brrr here, then I go here”

Yeah sounds nice, hope it lives up to those words lol. I’mma go check it out right now.

Nice, solid keyboard controls are a must for me. I’ll try it out.

Evil? Sounds fire lol, I’ll check it out thanks

Same. 2m tall and get 0 sweethearts. Therapy wasn’t much help with anxiety caused by this. It is really painful, knowing that I’ll be forever alone. Contemplating taking an easy way out since September.

Can helix be fully controlled by keyboard? Does it have a 1-to-1 vim mode? Kind a interested in trying other editors, but I find vim controls are vastly more comfortable to anything that I tried so far

Tried emacs after vim and it made my pinkies hurt. If only it was exactly as vim…

I’m 24 and I look like that 🚬😔🥀

Well, kinda correct. I just want my pain to stop. But honestly, if I had someone that loved me I wouldn’t even think about the rope. After all, I want it because I don’t have nobody to hold in my arms. Maybe I’m selfish, I don’t know… Is it really selfish to desire warmth of another? I don’t know shit about anything.

This sign assumes someone will care if I disappear, which sadly is not true.